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Little Signs Everywhere

March 27, 2026 · ~4 min read · written by Vita da Chaos Baby

My friend suddenly messaged our group chat the other day saying that apparently they share the same birthday as the Arknights account I gave them lol. I was like holy sh!t… wtf… I didn’t realize that lol. Back then, I was juggling 3 Arknights accounts and kind of going out of my mind trying to manage my blog and also the 3 accounts. I had to give at least one of them away to help manage my sanity. My friend ended up choosing this account even without knowing the birthday detail, which was so synchronistic. So, I responded to their text, “I guess this account was always meant to be yours❤️”

Speaking of synchronicities, I’ve been using a self care app called Finch and absolutely LOVING it. My therapist friend introduced it to me as an app that they were using to do some research. I looked it up, thought it was cute, was curious, and decided to give it a try. I haven’t stopped using the app since lol. I’ve placed so many reminders in it to remind me to drink water and breathe deeply, since those are two things I often forget to do, which I think causes me a lot of anxiety and stress. You know how when you breathe shallow, and it’s all in your chest area, that’s not really a calm way to breathe? But I think it can actually create more anxiety? At least for me it does. It’s almost like not enough blood flow and oxygen can get to the rest of my body. So, I’m just super happy that I can earn points by breathing deeply and drinking water to buy cute sh!t for my Finch lmao 🤣

Look how cool my adowabo widdo Finch looks!

A screenshot of my Finch dozing off in his space-themed room's moon bed with a heart that has wings resting by his crotch
My Finch

Don’t mind the heart located by his crotch. It’s nothing sexual — it’s just his pet lol

Oh, I forgot to mention the synchronicity about Finch. So, I was chatting with a friend and mentioned that I was using Finch. Then they said they were too! I was like WHAT? Turns out, we both downloaded the app the same week and our Finches are about the same age lol. We’re buddies on the app now and send each other encouragement each day. It’s so cute 😭😭😭

Also, I’m not sponsored by them or anything. This app is legit just super helpful for me so I wanted to share about it. I also ended up buying their yearly premium thing because it was so helpful and just wanted to support the devs! 💪

Speaking of synchronicities, I have a box of stacks and stacks and stacks of CDs from the past. Yes, I used to love my CDs 👀. Anyway, while searching for something awhile ago, I pulled out a few CDs and left them on the side. One of them apparently is an audio CD that I had created. I decided to see what the mystery is and loaded it into an external CD drive. Guess what the first track on it is? The Japanese version of 1000 Words lmao. I was like okay what are the odds 🤣

Anddd then the next track was BoA!!!!!! So many BoA tracks actually lol

Sigh. I loved her music soOooOooo much back then!

~ You’re still my number one ~

What a blast from the past! I went to look her up around the time I got all into Baby VOX again and I was like holy smokes… BoA looks hella fierce and fire now. Naisu. I like how she’s really grown into herself. Young BoA was kawaii. But now BoA is PoWaHfuL🔥🔥🔥

Anyway, I’ve been thinking a lot about my past and all of the different synchronicities that have happened that I never quite caught at the time. But now in hindsight? Things are starting to make more sense to me. Seeing how everything chained together magically is truly amazing. The mysteries of life continue to wow me ✨

Feeling blessed 🥰

P.S. Omg… look at the hidden gem I found on the CD…

I used to listen to this song on repeat for so long. Another blast from the past 😭 lol

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