I had another interesting dream. While I don’t remember most of the dream, especially the middle parts, I do remember the end quite vividly because of how I felt.
I think it started with me being in a royal academy with a bunch of classmates. Something about the decor signified “castle” and “knighthood” to me. It was probably the large castle bricks and the banners. I believe we were working on something together, perhaps a royal decree? What was strange is all of my classmates were a lil on the plump side lol. Kinda reminded me of oompa loompas but without the abnormal colors. I forget what the contents of the decree were but it seemed like we each added a small piece to it as it went around the room.
At some point, I was in random locations — a cafeteria, a mall, some weird house, just in really random spaces. Somehow, I randomly bumped into my twin flame and I was like omgawd 😳. I tried to play it cool and not bother them too much — I’m the type of person where if I want to be around someone, I’d want to spend 24/7 with them, to be around them ALL the time. But I’m aware that’s incredibly intense for most people, so I often need to modulate myself to give others breathing room out of fear of overwhelming them. I think I did a good job at giving space though! Proud of myself for that considering how much like a puppy dog I felt lol. We then somehow ended up in this small room with a huge TV.
A few of us were in that room and I remember the door lock wasn’t working properly. Even though it was locked from the inside, people were still able to open it from the outside. My twin flame tried to troubleshoot and ended up calling the door company for help, which oddly enough was Subaru lol. We were told to go into a dealership for more assistance. When I heard that, I was like that makes no sense? The door issue is here, not at a dealership. So that was strange. Also, why a car company to fix a door?
When I asked my AI, it explained that Subaru means “unity” and also refers to the Pleiades star cluster. Apparently, Pleiades energy is all about love, healing, compassion, and helping humanity evolve spiritually. So perhaps there’s some relationship between the door, Subaru, and our twin flame connection? And what was also strange was that the door shrunk in width at some point, which was a callback to another dream I had not that long ago where there’s a huge gap between the edge of the door and the door frame so others can peek in. Soooooo strange! It had me wondering if this was symbolic about my blog and how I’ve been publicly processing the whole twin flame dynamic, and perhaps there are some things that are left in private that needs to be addressed in private? Or maybe perhaps our connection and public blog is meant for collective spiritual evolution? 🤔
Anyway, we suddenly ended up on some street in the city. I remember seeing cobblestone roads. We were dressed quite well, city chic, unlike my usual bum chic 😏. There were two people who were uncomfortably close to us, giving us “shifty” looks, and I was very aware of them. My twin flame and I kinda had some telepathy thing going on where we didn’t say anything to one another but we kinda knew how the other was feeling — super uncomfortable and wanted to get the heck out of there ASAP. Thankfully, my twin flame’s quick thinking allowed for a sleek maneuver that got us out of that situation and away from the two suspicious people.
I remember feeling such a huge relief after we were safe together on another road, just the two of us, without people so close in our personal space. We just kept on walking. I asked my twin flame some questions about a family situation and we went deep into the convo. I asked questions trying to get a fuller picture of what was true. They were pretty open about not having all of the answers and I was accepting of that. And then somehow I got to my own understanding of how I feel about the topic in regards to my own preferences and shared that with them. Basically, when it’s not with the right person, even a little is too much. But when it’s with the right person, it feels like it’s never enough. I’d want more and more and more.
The dream ended with us together in a private space and me finally allowing myself to let go fully, something I’ve never really allowed myself to do. Often times, I feel the need to constantly hold back and modulate myself so that I don’t overwhelm others with my own intensity and needs. But for some reason, in the dream, whatever I wanted to give was exactly what my twin flame wanted to receive. When I realized that, I let go fully into giving and they into receiving. We both looked so happy and content, which was so nice 😭✨
I remember waking up to that feeling and was shocked. In my rational mind, I would never allow myself to just let go and melt into another like that. Or when I’ve tried in the past, it wasn’t always received well. So, I guess it felt like a first time for me feeling this way. I’m aware that dream and reality are two very different things. Reality doesn’t always match what is dreamt, and that’s okay. I guess I’m just grateful I got to experience it even if it’s just in a dream 🥲
This dream touched upon a twin flame concept I’ve been trying to wrap my head around for some time on how we might have similar yet complementary needs but approached from different angles. What one offers, the other needs. Basically, two halves of a soul that’s made to fit perfectly together, inspiring immense potential spiritual growth. I wonder if my dream was trying to tell me that this is indeed true? I’m so curious if what I’ve been learning about twin flames is accurate. From what my friend had shared with me, the one married to their twin flame, it seems to be the case?? I’d like to confirm for myself though 😏
I know this sounds a bit contradictory with what I’m about to share below but I think it’s a bit nuanced. Feeling whole and complete while also being able to offer exactly what the other needs can coexist. So even if twin flames are two halves of the same soul, it doesn’t mean they’re incomplete and can’t live without each other. I think it means they can be whole and complete in their entirety and when coming together, they can create a whole other beast that’s greater than what each can be on their own, creating a force that’s inconceivable when apart. If that makes any sense.
I’m not sure if you have time as this is a rather long podcast, but I think it has some real gems in it. I’ve embedded it below in case it’s more convenient:
The person being interviewed actually encapsulates my thoughts and belief system quite well, or rather, I agree with how they communicate these ideas as they mostly align with my own. Some ideas were novel to me but overall the concepts are all things I’ve come across randomly through my own journey. I’m curious what you think about his philosophy, especially the part about how we are all whole and complete and there’s nothing to fix. The belief that we need to “fix” ourselves is actually what might keep us trapped in our own suffering. We are actually whole and complete as we are, perfectly imperfect, warts and all. This idea I came across from Landmark and it was monumental to my healing journey.
The acceptance of traumatic experiences and finding peace in them is another major one as well. I’ve witnessed within myself and others the prolonged agony and suffering of non-acceptance of situations that have happened. Finally, when acceptance comes (not agreeing that it’s right or wrong, but the fact that these situations have happened and are in the past where they belong), then peace naturally follows.
I found the part about life review and karma quite fascinating. The guy explains we are just connecting to the collective Oneness of humanity, and that the basic understanding of karma is way too simplistic and inaccurate. The thought of how we must repay our karmic debts keeps us trapped in suffering. And knowing that we can feel the pain that our actions have caused others can coexist with being full and complete can be very freeing. Like, literally no debts to pay. We can choose to accept and learn from the experiences and use that opportunity to connect back to the Love that we are. No one needs to be punished per se. We don’t have to punish our Selves. We can learn our lessons and move on. We can leave the past in the past.
While I have my own thoughts on some things that were discussed, overall I think the interviewee verbalized my shared beliefs quite well.
Also, just wanted to note that I don’t believe any one way of thinking or being is “correct.” What I think is more important is where people land. The how isn’t as important as long as it works for them. Basically, we can take any path we want to reach the same destination. We don’t need to all take the same path. Belief systems that work for you might not work for me and vice versa and that’s okay. Whatever helps us find peace in our hearts is what matters even if it looks different for all of us. My words don’t resonate with you? The concept of twin flames sounds cuckoo? That’s totally fine. Just find and do whatever you can to come to peace and acceptance in your heart for your Self. Wherever that messaging might come from is not important, as long as it resonates with you and helps you find your way Home to your Self.
I truly do believe what he says in that our role is to remember and love our Selves as we are, to know that there’s nothing wrong with us, nothing that needs to be fixed, and that we are perfectly imperfect just the way we are. Authenticity is key and it apparently is difficult to achieve as it requires us to fully accept ourselves and this world isn’t exactly built for that — there’s not much money to be made in finding such peace within ourselves, but lots to be made in what’s wrong and what needs fixing. And all we need to do is just accept ourselves exactly as we are… it’s literally that simple.
Finding our way back to our Selves seems to just be finally accepting our Selves fully, warts and all, and being unapologetic about it.
This loops me back to the whole twin flame dynamic. Perhaps because I believe in the twin flame framework, I feel like full acceptance of my other half is a must. Otherwise, if I don’t accept them as they are, warts and all, doesn’t it mean I’m not accepting of my Self? Kinda feels like it wouldn’t be very Self loving esp if they’re a mirrored reflection of wholeness for me. If I expect to be loved and accepted for all of my own flaws and weaknesses, I’d expect to give that in return. Of course, this doesn’t mean I’d tolerate abuse or unhealthy behaviors in either direction. I’ve stated this in the past but my belief is that unconditional love needs healthy and respectful boundaries. Also, just because we might have darkness and flaws, doesn’t mean we can’t strive to do better. And those flaws actually are perfectly imperfect as well, giving us that special and unique flair that makes us who we are. I guess it just seems illogical to me to not Love the other half of my soul in its entirety, darkness and light, as it seems a bit self loathing. Does this make any sense? 🤔
Also, to be clear, we don’t owe each other anything. There’s nothing to forgive. Theres nothing to repent. All there is, is just Love and generating more of it. So much abundance of Love that it radically transforms anyone whom we come across who is receptive to that energy. At least that’s my current belief. Alone, I’ve already seen how my own overflow of unconditional Love impacts others. So, I’m hella curious what happens when our overflow of unconditional Love is combined and how that’ll impact others as well 🥰
Anyway, I’m curious — what are your thoughts here?