I wanted to give a quick update on the battle between the critical voice and Love.
Lately, I’ve been feeling quite peaceful, which is really nice. However, those “what ifs” still surface from time to time. What’s awesome is that I let the worries come up and do their thing, and then very naturally the, “Please Trust Me” fanfare appears in mind. Then I’m like, “Oh right, that thing. Yes, I do.” And then it’s back to feeling peaceful again.
It’s clear that the self protective and critical voice will always be there. It’s constantly looking for the other shoe to drop, and is finding ways to take hold. But it also seems like Love is not budging — it’s just sitting there where it belongs and is winning. A soft type of power. It doesn’t have to scream or shout, it just sends the reminder and that’s it.
I’m so happy to finally get over the threshold towards Love because it was quite the battle a few months ago. A bit maddening at times with how insistent the critical voice was. I’m just glad the inner work has been paying off. Didn’t realizing giving the voice a chance to speak without reacting would invite such a peaceful solution. Wild.
I’m also grateful that I feel super supported by whatever it is — the divine, higher self, my mind as everything seems to be working hard to help me continue to grow into the best version of myself. I feel incredibly blessed 🙏🥰🙏
Don’t worry, that’s not 2 sets of hands. Those are my feet praying too but I can’t find the feet praying emoji so I had to use the hands one 🤪