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I did it!!

August 23, 2025 · ~2 min read · written by Vita da Chaos Baby
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OMG!!!!!!!! I practiced non-stop from 3AM til 9AM trying to get the best recording as I could of Nausicaä, with as few mistakes as possible, and I think I finally did it. I played it so much I basically memorized the first few pages 😭😭😭😭

I updated the post with the new version and left the one with mistakes underneath in case there are those of you who really enjoy listening to my mistakes lol.

Look, it’s every Asian parent’s dream come true. F F F F E on a report card:

piano sheet music with terrible writing on it

Also, what do you think of my penmanship? Stunning, amiright? I know it looks like I barely know how to write with my hands, but trust me I do know how!!! It’s just hard to write with my Apple pencil 😭

It’s funny because back when I was working in the city, I was really into Beegie Adair’s music. For a slight moment, I had wondered what it would be like to be a “romantic” pianist like her. But when I thought about how much time I’d need to spend practicing the piano to be that good, I was like ew heck no and gave up on that dream lol. Now, I am practicing through the middle of the night, doing exactly what I didn’t want to do, just to try and get a better recording 🤣. So silly!!!

Anyway, I hope y’all enjoy the updated version!!!

Have a lovely & relaxing weekend ❤️

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