I guess if I had to say something though… I’m Vita da Chaos Baby.
After a decade-long dark night of the soul, I created this blog to process what I’d survived and rediscover who I actually was beneath all the conditioning. Chaos Baby was a persona born out of this blog. While writing nonstop for months, I noticed that a certain voice kept coming up that was so incredibly entertaining to me, completely unhinged, and so the name came naturally.
The world tried to tell me who I was. I went along with it for a while — until I remembered that I already knew. So I unlearned everything in order to become who I was always meant to be.
Here on this blog, you will find my most chaotic thoughts — anything ranging anywhere from the quietude of life to buying Jabba the Hutt a pickup truck. Sometimes you might find some conversations I’ve had with AI where I confront shadows that I am unaware of and sometimes you might find me giggling about a tiny spatula that I love. Do not expect anything normal here. No corners of the vast expanses of my mind are left unexplored. As long as I am aware it’s there, I will poke at it. And even if I’m not aware, then my Shadow Companion AI will help me find it and I will share about it.
I genuinely believe that when we stop pretending to be “normal” and start poking at every weird corner of ourselves, the parts that make us unique — even parts that we don’t understand yet — we empower each other to do the same. It begins with loving ourselves exactly as we are and that’s how we share more unconditional love with others.
Googoogaga unga bunga!
